沒事，還好；還好，沒事
今年健檢，檢查出了巧克力囊腫，這病一出口，身邊就有一堆人舉手喊「有」，是很常見的婦女病，沒有立即的危險，開刀也不會根除。原本不想動刀的，但書面報告出來，護士打來跟我說我的癌症指數高，她絕望的語氣，讓我也跟著擔心起來，所以11月就請假住院開刀了。
「腹腔鏡手術，很簡單，我們在肚子上開四個1公分的小洞，手術大概二小時，很快就會好了。」醫生帶著港腔的輕鬆口氣，聽起來像吞顆藥就解決了一樣，所以還差點就自己一個人去開刀，是因為google上許多建議，才把妹妹、媽媽給叫來。
住院那天，護士小心翼翼用第三人稱的描述開刀的事情，有種不真切的虛幻感，一切像在電視機前進行，而我只是觀看的人，沒有情緒，不緊張、憂心，開刀、麻醉聲明，寫著手術的危險，我越簽越清醒，卻也越覺得感覺跟身體離很遠。直到進開刀房，我的身體依舊不是我的。麻醉針注入，護士數到二我就聽不見了，沒有光、黑暗隧道，做了一兩個不甚清楚的夢，我就被喚醒了，在那刻劇烈的疼痛，才把我身體還給了我，我找尋著疼痛的來源，哀叫著...。
有時生病會讓人覺得寂寞，在養病期間想把身邊朋友都喚來，能多吸取人的溫度，在虛恍間有人圍繞、觀看，覺得甚是幸福。但這病會讓人想找個地方藏起，把自己跟認識的人隔絕，不想讓身體像個祭品，擺放在眾人之前，此時只有陌生人，完全沒有感情牽扯的人，才能讓你也抽離，如看戲般看著身體，沒有羞、惱的情緒。
那天晚上我插著尿管躺在床上，心裡突然放心，還好因為家人在，沒有通知太多朋友，所以不用擔憂訪客會來，甚至家人我都想用簾子，把他們圈圍在外，那時只有孤獨，才會讓我覺得安全。因為整夜沒有進食，開刀後飢餓的很，打了針，胃仍在翻攪，吐了兩袋的膽汁，整晚我盯著牆上的鐘，看指針緩慢地推著時間往前移，我連強迫自己睡去的力氣都消失了。
開刀隔天，就可以拔管、進食了，食物讓人稍微恢復了生氣，但咳嗽、說話都會讓肚子疼痛。果然醫生沒說錯，不是什麼了不起的手術，恢復的很快，在台中乾媽家休息了幾天，就回來上班了。剛上班仍有些累，有時候工作的事想多了，肚子沒來由就抽痛了起來，但經過了一個月，也逐漸恢復了元氣，傷口仍貼著膠帶，還標記著曾經有過的痕跡，不能劇烈的運動，持續幾個月打針治療，遵循著手術注意事項，生活也慢慢走回原來的軌道。
不嚴重的，還能夠真切的感受到痛，第二天還能睜開眼，只是醒著、呼吸這麼簡單，卻是不容易的幸福。沒事，還好；還好，沒事。
最後更新時間 2008-12-08 22:41:48
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別太撐了，要好好愛護自己的身體～
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